Here we go again

i am fixing my life then you will say i am bad..

i am discovering my life but u see me as a person out of the right way..

i am not talking too much but when i think i need to speak you will tell me its so evil..

you are so right for your self..

and you see me so wrong and a mess..

i am not seeing my life as how bad you see it..

i am different to you..

i also have mind to think and analyze things..

eyes to see..ears to hear..

a heart to feel..

a voice to speak..

i want to say..my life is different than your life...

i believe more to God as how He see me..

not on human judgments..and human mouth..

the Lord created me unique..

and not as what u have done to your life..

i believe the Lord has something for me and it is much better...

i don't understand why you need to tell me bad words..

i don't understand why you need to call me evil..

and how bad you see me..

i am just quite in the corner of this world..

making my life worth living and discovering the Lord's blessings in my life...

i am afraid for your tongue that seems to speak foolishness...

i want us all to be in heaven and be with God..

but you don't believe me..you see me as a bad person and accusing me of using His name..

i sometimes ask the Lord if what you are telling me is true..of who i am..

just found this word: I AM GOD WHO SAYS I AM

the life has many crossroads...i want the Lord to take me on the right way..

and i told my self that i will not believe in you anymore because you speak so harsh and see the persons closest to me as bad too when i get bad...

but the Lord told me to obey and respect you..

and say sorry and clean my heart..

I'll hold on to you Lord..

i almost feel dying..because..i am not as bad as you think..

but the Lord told me to let go of the negative feelings and thoughts i have...

the Lord is with me..and it still a secret...

just you do not know it i am evil and i am so hurt..

I'll hold on to you Lord..

Bless our mind,heart and soul...

and help us forgive ourselves and others...

only to you Lord i should be afraid...

i am trying to be good Lord...

Lord...be with our lives...

we need you so much...

we love you...

heal us oh Lord...





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